PhotoChitect

Cantare!

I love photography, I love traveling, and I love drawing. But there’s one thing I’ve been missing lately, esp since I lost my iPhone, my recording tool; I’ve missed singing.

I guess I have too many things that is hard for me to focus on one only. Sometimes I wish I were a person like Michael Jackson who was focused on one area only for the whole of his life, and that’s where his talents and passion met. What a lucky guy… Since several years ago, I’ve been trying to find my sweet spot. I found it! not only one, but many, and that’s confusing. I need something to focus on, and I need a giant courage to leave the other ones. And while all are equal to me, I can only hope to hear my heart speak louder for one thing later. I’m like Jack Sparrow with his compass. Yes, the heart can be a guideline, but I need it to shout in more specific ways.

Several days ago, I prayed to God to give me a clue. I said I was confused in focusing my targets. I like this and that, but that time I only missed singing. I saw people I know on stage and I missed those moments when I was nervous seeing at the crowd but by the end I could make it. To my surprise, before saying this to anyone, somebody offered me a place on stage. So should I think that this is a godly sign? Let me first think about it. But if that’s really a calling, I’ll be ready to reset my priority or even my agenda.

Finding a vision ain’t easy, Mates, but at least I try.